Sister McBride at St. Andrews Castle
Hello everyone!
Sorry
I won't have time to send back very many personal e-mails to some of
you. We're doing a fast e-mail today due to our trip to Edinburgh later
today! My companion and I are in the missionary Easter Choir and we get
to go to a bunch of different churches and castles and sing! haha it's
pretty cool. But mainly it's awesome to be able to sing songs about the
savior all week and invite others to learn about him through the gift of
music. My companion will be signing a song for our deaf friends while
I'm singing with a group of a few other missionaries.
These past few weeks I've learned a lot. For
so long I felt like I needed to be having these crazy awesome spiritual
experiences, but since I wasn't having very many I thought maybe I was
doing something wrong. Then we went to Zone conference in Dundee and
there was and Elder there who talked about his very similar experience
and he said he said a prayer for help as he was about to stop a person.
Before he told us the outcome of the experience my heart raced and I
thought "oh no, he's going to say that he had this awesome experience
and the person was totally baptized!" But he didn't. He said the words
came out in a jumble and that the person really wasn't too interested.
Then I realized, "I am normal!" I thought that I wasn't doing enough,
didn't have enough faith, because I wasn't having all of these great
outcomes when I prayed and did something I didn't want to. I felt that I
was alone and that Heavenly Father couldn't help me progress because I
wasn't doing what I needed to be doing, but now I see that he was there
the whole time. The things was, was that I needed really small baby
steps. I was learning to walk. He was there holding my hands like you
would a child. Helping my cross the room. I wanted to go faster, but he
would hold me back knowing that I wouldn't be able to handle anything
more.
Our
newest convert Lily went to the temple this last friday and saturday to
do baptisms! She loved it and her husband was there with her waiting
outside since he hasn't been baptized yet. They are the cutest couple
and Mark is becoming happier as he learns more about the gospel.
The
Glenrothes Elders Had a recent convert just baptized about a week ago
her names Anne. We;ve come good friends with her and she had us over for
dinner the other night (or tea). I was able to relate all these things
that I've been learning and going through to help her in her life! She
felt since she was baptized she was supposed to be feeling totally
different and super spiritual all the time and I was able to help her
realize what I had come to realize! It was so cool! Plus she said I was a
good missionary and that keeps me going. Anne's just about the nicest
person you could ever know.
Also
the Presidents Sister, Stella took us down to St. Andrews where we saw
an old cathedral! If I can't get them to e-mail, I'll have my mum post
them on FB or something *Thanks mom!* Also we went to the beach where
they filmed that scene from the movie chariots of fire? I've never seen
it but it was cool! A bit of a stormy day but still awesome C:
Love you all! Thanks for the encouragement and e-mails!